Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Warm pretzels and

I love your money


My friends and my family are all being diagnosed with This and That.
It seems as though the real disease is good health now a days.
What disease or Syndrom do I have?
I never want to go to the doctors.
Im sure they will find something wrong with me.
As our community´s and homes become torn and seperate
and we can only confide in ourselves. And we start worrying more and more about ourselves and sometimes we realise we have nothing to worry about which in turn creates more worry. And then you think... ohwait maybe this is just one of those diseases. I can take care of myself. I will go get one of those new drugs for these new diseases.
A worry is wasted withouth something to worry about. But if the doctor says I have somethign to worry about and take care of. Then maybe having this disease with drugs to releive it will make me less worried.


The city is time
the people move clockwise and orderly around it.

I think pigeons are superb creatures. Like dandelions... they adapt and thrive in anysituation human beings force them to live in. And humans are ruthless too. Putting pointy needles on ledges and windowsills, and dumping poisons all around. And despite all the hostility the pigeon and the dandelion still choose to live with us. AND THRIVE they do wether we like it or not.

The Holy Mountain is a bloody brilliant movie.
I watched it in Italian and it still blew my mind. The pictures of beautiful.

You are always home when you are sleeping

the artists are stealing our thoughts.

the television is 32inches to one person and to the other the television fills the house.
Yes the television literally is 32 inches
but also yes the sound fromt he television and the light emitted can fill a whole house.
So how big is the television

writing in my journal a couple days ago...
"delooosional
is my state of mid.
a half liter of Barbera (wine)
and an entire pizza
I just went poop
Thez have a special ass faucet extension
like an asshose or something
the sexxy ass hose
I still have one more glass to finish
I think Im going to calll my friends soon
Drunk Dial... w00t.
there is a cute old man shitting
i mean sitting
maybe shit sitting
ahahhahahha"

Im a loser baby


I flew over the swiss alps to get to germany. my brains exploded on the window.

then about 20 minutes to frankfurt the earth looked like a giant patchwork blanket. It was disgusting. the land was raped and used for agricutlure. There were one or two areas with trees but they were all in lines, orderly, and militant looking.



sperate but equal
Rich P00r
2+2=5

Saturday, May 17, 2008

John lennon and ravioli

I never really took to heart what John lennon was sining about until this trip. He really is a legend.

Today I ate homemade ravioli and drank homemade wine.
But although eating makes me really happy.
Being close to you makes me even happier.
Ive been having curious thoughts about everyone at home.
Please tell me what youve been doing. And thinking. Whoever you are.

The beginning of the end of humanity was when we started farming. Because that is when we started to play god.
farming is the route of all evil.

time is not teh answer
now is the answer

dont swing without your weapon

im serious

Inertia is reallity. so dont jump too high.

I do not know if I will have these desires or a long for you a year from now or even 5 minutes from now. But right now....

Cancer is a mirror of the outside

I asked him if these people were poor
he told me that they were happy

the alchemist tought me
That so long as I am happy I am doing what is best for the world. Happiness fuels the sould of the earth

please be happy

epicurious says that in order to be happy...
we need a good sense of community, to take time off to re0evaluate our lives, and FRIEnds

how can i go forward when i dont know which way Im facing

Monday, May 5, 2008

socialism

I need to start a revolution.

I have a deep unguided, but passionate aversion towards the government. "The only people whom are free in this country are the Kings and the homeless." The rest of us are just seen as appliances. They try to make us feel like we have power by letting us vote. But where will voting in this country take us when we are up to our waist in quick sand. The more we kick and scream and protest, the more they manipulate to try and pacify us to thinking that they care and that they are listening and that we can make a difference. But really ... look around... the rich are getting rich and the poor peoples ribs are already being crushed by the inescapable pressure. And the presidential candidates are all on the same side, making sure we produce and consume just like our parents in the tv dinner days. I received a ticket today because my tags were expired and I didn't have any insurance... why? Because I can't afford it. And now i'm 100 dollars poorer due to a ticket... AND they expect me to get insurance AND tags within a 10 day period. I obviously don't have any money if I don't have either of these anyways I don't see how fining me 100 dollars helps me get car insurance.

I need to do something.
but how?