fresh hot baguettes

to give to fork a lift
my toes felel the ground the most
when i'm a ballerina
can't stand
for too much now
dangerous...
snakes
automobiles
drugs
humans
people

to see
we dance without legs
and loose boneless arms flailing
back
and forth
like a pendulum
or a prom dress
telling a secret when the music and the spinnig gets really fast
cancer humming lungs
child birth with drugs
to smell the air seasoned with manure you will need to go to the south
to smell the air seasoned with mcdonalds fries you must go to the north
her nuckles cracked
like movie theater popcorn
monsters like this are like this

i cut it off

nucleaire non merci.

I hitched to Montargis, france and walked about 100 kilometers with a fantastic group of people walking from london to geneva to raise awareness for uranium mining and nuclear power. I never felt so connected to a group of people so instantaneously.

the grey sky opened its blue eyes and projected a rainbow

dover was dreary 3-4 hours of trying to hitch out in the rain led me to the last bus to London. The ticket man was rude. And the gentleman at the information desk neglected me and carried on a person conversation about how him and this other guy (a police officer actually) both just got a sidekick. And on the bus, the driver was frustrated that I didn't have a ticket o direct change.
The overnight fare to liverpool was booked so i tried to sleep in the station. But the station soon closed. So I tried to sleep in the central train station, but i was told this would close soon as well. So I walked.. and found an elevated railed in garden for a bed last night. I woke up to someone peeing on the outside wall of the garden. This was about 5 AM

While hitching I was asked over and over again... Obama?
Mind you most of the people I hitched with spoke little or no english.
We communicated with disorganized games of pictionary, one guy drawing stick figure with a black face then a stick figure with hair. Asking me if I was voting for Obama.
then I would write
Politic=Merde
and george bush = merde
This made them think... i guess she is okay for an american.

When I spent the night in Gorlitzer Park,centered around a train station that was bombed in world war II, I met this lady named catherine
catherine in the sun
wore a translucent door
you could ask but you alread knew
her thighs shaped fine art and shown through her thin dress
she asked for ten cents
it all makes cents for her
she wrote of her lover on the internet
his parents were catholic and disapproved
they found 20 dollars next to him when he
choked and died on his vomit
which made sense she was talking to me because I am 20
catherine in the sun told me
the night before heath ledger died
she watched a nights tale 12 times
for no reason why, she wrote about it on the internet
it all makes cents to here
catherine the hex in this sun
catherine the cat
oh tom the myspace editor
tom the tom cat better watch out
she is pregnat
and catherine is in love

another person from the park.

ol'jim at the guitar
playing a song he used to know
finding the strings
like a time machine
his fingers are slower than he remembered
lost in alcohol
always drunk in time
for wasting
he has the coolest jacket in town

machines of our genes

and we share 90 percent of the same genes with a banana.

I thought I could find a spot in the world where humans were...
less human I guess.
I think this is just La La land now.
It was my dream maybe to find a commune to live my life away from civilization and society. I thought maybe there would be more freedom in a commune.
But there isnt. Maybe even less.
And they still depend on the rest of the world in some way.
And ive found "hippies" to be some of the most closed minded people ive met.

There is no oasis or Eutopia hidden somewhere on earth.
it is just THIS.
Im serious.

Shitty, huh?
NO WAY.
Just realizing it is fuel to create your world into whatever you want.

I met some Rastamen in the park yesterday evening. I was just walking by myself along the river in Frankfurt.
And thes older black Carribean men maybe 30 years old (while offering me a beer) flag me down.
I hesitate for a moment. But the beer stole me.
So I sit down on the bench. Bob marley is playing from their boom box.
I saý softly "oh Bob Marley, nice!"
and one of the guy saýs "Bob Marlez is THE MAN isnt He!"
and I say "oh yeah, he speaks to all kinds of people"
and they thought i said he speaks For all kinds of people. Which i guess is also true. Then the really high rasta guy sitting on the end of the bench mumbles something half in italian and half it carribean jibberish.
They told me about rasta culture and how they have a good time all day everyday because there aint no time to wait for a good time. And this is what rasta life is about. And its even more rasta-cool if you invite other people to join you in your permi-party.
Then they rolled me a whole joint for myself and I told them I couldnät smoke it all... But they told me I was rasta girl and that I had to. so I did... and I was.......... rea..sd..kjjfucking ... -high.


maybe it is better for the earth if we are not sustainable. I mean... It seems like we have past the point of no return as far as exploiting the earth and the beginning of the end of the human race. So instead of trying to prolong human existence through conservation we should EXPLOIT! EXPLOIT! EXPLOIT! The sooner we die the sooner the earth can begin to heal itself.

ender never went to the bio-party to talk science.

how can it be sold cold

really you have to listen close

it really is that simple
it really is
really

Im on the internet a lot for being over here.
iäm such a loser

when the y and z are switched it really changes something
makes you think
which camer first... the german keyboard or the english...
and why the fuck would they only change two letters
haha

you are not to blame

I am staying with these beautiful Bulgarian girls. we just smoked a hookah and ate lots of ice cream. They are always doing so much for me. i say thank you but thank you is just so insincere now a days.

for ever action there is an equal and opposite reaction

newton has it all figured out